a week after you leave..

And my life is empty without u..
And I can’t breath..
And I can’t feel..
Coz u’r not here…

A week after u leave…
And I’m dying…

_12.10.09; 22:28_

kekasih gelapku – ungu

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku…

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku…

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku…

10 things I like about him..

1. I like the way he smiles
2. I like the way he talks
3. I like the way he acts
4. I like the way he sings
5. I like the way he says “I love u”
6. I like it when he try to decide a place to go
7. I like it when he suspicious on everything I’ve done
8. I like it when he call me at 10 o’clock
9. I like it when he did silly things..
10. And I love him for what he is…

There’s so many reasons that I can’t mention beb..
Just to let u know that I do love u…with all my heart and soul…

give up

Beeeebbb…I’m tired…
Give up…coz there’s no way out…
No more trying..
No way to run…when everything goes to waste…

I may be give up..
I may be lose…
But my love for u…
Will last forever….

but I know I shouldn’t be

I’m jealous…but I shouldn’t be..
I’m curious…but I shouldn’t be..
I’m frustated..but I shouldn’t be..
I’m sad..but I shouldn’t be..
I’m scared…but I shouldn’t be..
I’m mad..but I shouldn’t be..
I’m happy just by being with u..but I shouldn’t be..
And I’m in love with u…
But I know…I shouldn’t be…

Luv u beb…

…while in fact he can do it

He said I can’t get everything I want
While in fact ‘he’ make it all real for me

He said he’s not that kind of guy who could always be there for me
While in fact ‘he’ will always there for me

He said he’s trying hard to understand me
While ‘he’ knows me better even without trying..

He said I must try to appreciate him
While in fact I appreciate ‘him’ more than anyone else

He said…he’s trying hard to love me…
While in fact….’He’ loves me just like I love ‘him’

Then why should we get together?
And why can’t we be together?

he loves her…

ouch…i’m hurt…

i thought he loves me..he said he does love me..i almost believe…

i almost believe that he loves me for real

but everything is just hard to believe when he has a girlfriend.

and what he said to her…what he did to her..really confused me..

he…even thogh he said he didn’t love her, but still he can’t runaway from her…

and so did i…couldn’t run away from my boyfriend…and him…

and we cannot be together…and that really hurt me so damn bad…and confused us…

i’m dreaming bout him in my life..while i can’t have this imagination of my boyfriend as my husband.

and in my imagination, life will be great when we got together…

what an imagination..haha..

hhhh…if only i could change the world, freeze the time, i’ll pick the moment when we are together..and skip the hardest thing..

but still..the fact the he’s someone elses dream, really hurt me so bad

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