ouch…i’m hurt…
i thought he loves me..he said he does love me..i almost believe…
i almost believe that he loves me for real
but everything is just hard to believe when he has a girlfriend.
and what he said to her…what he did to her..really confused me..
he…even thogh he said he didn’t love her, but still he can’t runaway from her…
and so did i…couldn’t run away from my boyfriend…and him…
and we cannot be together…and that really hurt me so damn bad…and confused us…
i’m dreaming bout him in my life..while i can’t have this imagination of my boyfriend as my husband.
and in my imagination, life will be great when we got together…
what an imagination..haha..
hhhh…if only i could change the world, freeze the time, i’ll pick the moment when we are together..and skip the hardest thing..
but still..the fact the he’s someone elses dream, really hurt me so bad 
